Summer is almost over!

We have had a very eventful summer. I know everyone else has too. I am going to try to use this blog more as I had originally intended. I got all the events that I had on my plate last time I posted successfully completed. We have been camping a lot this summer and have made a trip to the beach which was wonderful!! I have had a slow couple months with no events to plan and coordinate. Now we have Emma's 4th birthday coming up, so wooo hooo party planning!!! I think we will be doing princesses and pirates.
Well on the downside I have had a emotion past week. We found out about a month ago we were expecting our second child and Em was going to be a big sister. Things started going wrong last Saturday and my deepest fears were confirmed by ultrasound on Monday, my baby had no heartbeat or blood supply. It was deemed a nonviable pregnancy, yes that nonchalantly by many. I was devastated and felt empty and I am trying to deal with it. I was also very deeply disappointed by the information that is NOT available online in regard to early pregnancy loss and the miscarriage process itself. There is tons regarding grief and emotion and the definition of the terms but nothing to guide you through what to expect physically. I have not decided yet but I feel the need to help fill this void and I want to do this either through a new blog or by writing a book of some sort. I don't know but I want to help other women in this situation.
Please continue to keep our family in your prayers we will come through this.
As for this blog I will try to get on here more often and keep things positive and lively that is something I need in my life right now. I had planned to get on here to keep people posted on my pregnancy progress but plans change for reasons not always known to us. Well bye until next time